Smivvy's Stuff

I post random stuff, mostly reblogs of things I like and my thoughts and opinions.

I seem to have lost the desire.

I suppose I have become content, for the first time in my life nothing seems to be disrupting me. All through my schooling I always had something or someone pushing me along in essence forcing my hand, forcing me to choose something and run with it.

I’m a smart person, I really am. I’m intuitive. And I am selfish, yes I am. 

I’m intuitive to the point that I can put things back together that I didn’t pull apart.

I’m bored with my work, Seriously I am sick to death of going to work and working my service shifts, they’re horrible. I get shoved somewhere with no responsibility whatsoever, and continually see people who “think” they are smarter than I am telling me how to do a useless automaton task, I’ve done a million tomes before. I enjoy responsibility! I think it’s time for a change or something new. NEWSFLASH, just because you are older you are in no way smarter and/or better at things then me.

I have a thing with computers, well had. I think I need to reconnect with it. I seem to have found the same thing with video equipment, I want to buy a Video Camera, not a stills camera, there are far too many people who like to think they are a photographer. 
What I mean is, I can pull apart my computer or yours or anyones and then put it back together without issue. I’m a good troubleshooter, I used to spend hours tinkering with systems, breaking them, and then fucking them up and then hey presto fixing it in a few motions.
I used to deliberately get “Malware” and work out how to get rid of it. on a virtual system.
I’m going to install Windows 8 and start spending my money on computery bits and pieces again, as well as grog and other things that I enjoy.

I seem to have lost myself, I’ve lost my true desires in an attempt to fit in to a part of society that I don’t. I don’t think I’m the average person who listens to pop and goes drinking to pickup.

I need to find myself again. The Sci-fi loving, geeky, intelligent, intuitive person that I was. 

wave-chasers:

where the cool kids ride emu’s :’) 

wave-chasers:

where the cool kids ride emu’s :’) 

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The Earth’s moon 1.5 days after its New Moon phase, with the International Space Station seen streaking across the sky and Jupiter shining amid the clouds.

The Earth’s moon 1.5 days after its New Moon phase, with the International Space Station seen streaking across the sky and Jupiter shining amid the clouds.

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Anonymous asked: 1, 2, 4, 6, 8

1.Shadrach - Beastie Boys
Friday I’m love - The cure 
Cousins - Vampire Weekend
Meet me by the rivers edge - The Gaslight Anthem
The coolest - Lupe Fiasco
Vault Character - Calvin Harris 

2.This is a hard one. But I’ll choose someone alive, I’d like to meet Peter Jackson

4.Probably my friends. 

6.With clothing on

8.Girls wear too much makeup.  Boys are better at driving.

This is the most unique one I've seen - Ask!

  • 1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
  • 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  • 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
  • 4) What do you think about most?
  • 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
  • 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
  • 7) What's your strangest talent?
  • 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
  • 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
  • 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
  • 11) Do you have any strange phobias?
  • 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
  • 13) What's your religion?
  • 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
  • 15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  • 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
  • 17) What was the last lie you told?
  • 18) Do you believe in karma?
  • 19) What does your URL mean?
  • 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
  • 21) Who is your celebrity crush?
  • 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
  • 23) How do you vent your anger?
  • 24) Do you have a collection of anything?
  • 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  • 26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
  • 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
  • 28) What's your biggest "what if"?
  • 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  • 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
  • 31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
  • 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
  • 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
  • 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
  • 35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
  • 36) Define Art.
  • 37) Do you believe in luck?
  • 38) What's the weather like right now?
  • 39) What time is it?
  • 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
  • 41) What was the last book you read?
  • 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
  • 43) Do you have any nicknames?
  • 44) What was the last movie you saw?
  • 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
  • 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
  • 47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
  • 48) What's your sexual orientation?
  • 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
  • 50) Do you believe in magic?
  • 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
  • 52) What is your astrological sign?
  • 53) Do you save money or spend it?
  • 54) What's the last thing you purchased?
  • 55) Love or lust?
  • 56) In a relationship?
  • 57) How many relationships have you had?
  • 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
  • 59) Where were you yesterday?
  • 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
  • 61) Are you wearing socks right now?
  • 62) What's your favorite animal?
  • 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
  • 64) Where is your best friend?
  • 65) Spit or swallow?(;
  • 66) What is your heritage?
  • 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
  • 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
  • 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
  • 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
  • 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
  • 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
  • 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
  • 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
  • 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
  • 77) How can I win your heart?
  • 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
  • 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
  • 80) What size shoes do you wear?
  • 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
  • 82) What is your favorite word?
  • 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
  • 84) What is a saying you say a lot?
  • 85) What's the last song you listened to?
  • 86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
  • 87) What is your current desktop picture?
  • 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
  • 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
  • 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
  • 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
  • 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
  • 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
  • 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
  • 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
  • 96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
  • 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
  • 98) Ever been on a plane?
  • 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
  • 100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
  • http: //chicgarden.tumblr.com/ask

thegirlwhoblockedherownsh0t asked: It isn't avoidance! Some of us just don't see anyone, ever. haha

Hmm yea. 

7ommy:

thats so me

Anonymous asked: things will get better with time. that's a guarantee. i'm sure your not a burden to your friends, i'm sure they care about you and their families more than anything in the world. we all enjoy you and your blog, so please, stay around a while longer. :-)

Cheers :)

I’m not happy, not even remotely. 

Work is shit. I’m bored with it.

Uni is shit. I don’t even know if I want to be there, I wish I could just go and do what I wanted. Tho I like bits of it, I think I’m just over education at this point in my life.

I feel like I’m burdening myself upon my friends, which probably explains the avoidance I get…

Erghhh

I’d much like not to be around right now. 

oldshit-newshit:

Best!

(Source: sh4-rk, via nerdydirtyandcurvy)